kimberliepee

My name is Kimberlie, I am from California

I love how small I am compared to this Earth, I love how small Earth is compared to the galaxies and the ever expanding universe and the vast endless mysteries surrounding them. I love how meaningless life is, how meaningless jobs, cars, clothing, self satisfaction, material desires, paychecks, houses, and televisions are. I wonder where any human got the idea that they were important at all in this grand scheme of existence. I wonder how anyone can think that their life is worth more than anyone else's, more important than an animals, why do humans feel they are so intelligent, why do we insist on adapting the world to US, why can't we adapt to the world? I feel inferior to this planet, to the trees, to the animals, to the bugs, and I love the enigma of it. I love to travel to the few barren untouched places in California, like Yosemite, or those very few unknown beaches and simply stare at the ocean for hours and camp. Nothing makes me feel more insignificant and infinitely small than thousand foot high vertical rock-giants or an ocean that has no beginning and no end. Sitting in a tiny tent in the middle of the night wrapped up naked in thousands of blankets while it rains and I can feel that my tent is about to blow into the air and never come back. I wonder how anyone could drive an RV or a camper to such a beautiful place and sit inside and watch Television until they fall asleep while the world is outside waiting to show them so many things they did not know... I just love feeling the sand sticking to me everywhere, not showering for 3 days, not changing clothes, and peeing wherever I damn-well please. Even if it winds up on my blankets because I drank too much and can't urinate in good aim in a broken Styrofoam cup when I'm intoxicated. And going home and forgetting to wash that very blanket...

I hope that I am never born on this earth again and if I am for whatever reason I hope that I am anything but a human.
I don't understand what all the craze is about, really.

Commit ego-cide every single day. Forget I, my, myself, and mine. Welcome to the 'universal mind lattice', you are I and I is you too!

Current Residence: El Dorado, California
Favourite style of art: The kind that blows my mind